Tonight, i keep wondering the sky. It become more and more darker. But i keep wondering the sky, searching the stars. And i got nothing. Then rain falls together with my tears. This warm room seems cold for me. I can't feel the warm side of this room. Althought i'm trying hard to not catch a cold.
Everything had changed a lot. Eventhought i feel something had happen, i must act like there is nothing happen. They trying hard to hidden it from me. But, i realize it faster than their prediction. Seems like it doesn't mean anything hidden something to me.
Dear mom, just tell me the truth. I promise to hear anything that you want to say. You always said to me that nothing happen, everything gona be okay. You can say that "everything gona be alright" but reality can't hidden anything again. Did you know that it can hurt me?
Dear dad, can't you comeback to us? Back to my super dad. You've been walking too far from us. I can't recognize you anymore. But dad, it's not too late to back. Leave anything that make us drifted apart.

Childhood

I just playing around in my room, and found a photo of my childhood. It's too awkward to publish my childhood photo in my blog xD althought there is lot of painfull memory in my childhood, i still remember that. Puberty have change's me a lot. From a innocent girl, be a selfish girl. I never imagine that someday's i will watching my childhood photo. But now, i do that. Open all my photo album, and flashback to my childhood. The time i can eat anything, i can do anything, i can play anything, anywhere, and anytime. I got much of love on that time, and i wanna back to that time. Do anything that can make me hapy, and eat anything that contain sugar. But, i must wake up from that dream. Back to reality, and here i now. Tell a childhood story, then do my homework. Although i wanna remember again about my childhood, and tell more my childhood reality...

I think it's enough. Well, i will introduce my self. Hi there, i'm Meidina Herlifianda. I as well as known Wanda or Meidina. I'm still 14 y.o (for now). I'm on grade 3 in Junior High School. I'm a KPop fans *ignore this if you hate it* enough for my intro. And see ya.. ^^